i have sorrow and aint ready for tomorrow

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1. Do you want a romantic partner?
i wish //sobbing
pls lov me

2. When did your last hug take place?
i dunno ?? the last one i remember is from my crush but i have a creepy photographic memory about anything with my crush who doesnt tbh and that was like two months ago dugoigudlvjxfjdhvk khhx i need friends

3. Are you a jealous person?
i get jealous over everything okay-

4. Are you tired right now?
im constantly tired 25/7
but it’s summer and i had to get up at like 9 AM for summer camp oh boye

5. Do you chew on your straws?
uhh usually no unless were in a really long car ride or line or something and there’s nothing else to chew on
side tangent, when i was a smol i would chew on my toothbrush, i dont think i even brushed my teeth just chewed my toothbrush. i don’t remember actually doing it, i just remember my mom having to get me a new toothbrush every like 2 months because i kept chewing on them lmao

6. Have you ever been called a tease?
no because no one loves me

7. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
i dont think so ?

8. Do you cry easily?
i cry at literally everything, i have this weird thing where if something mildly saddening happens but im not like upset about it at all im just like ‘oh thats kinda sad but meh i dont really care’ but my mind is like ‘haha nope you need to humiliate yourself in public’ and that makes me more than whatever i was originally slightly upset about because my conscious sucks

9. What should you be doing right now?
nothing because we’re driving home

10. Are you a heavy sleeper?
? i dont think so ?

11. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
nop rip

12. Are you mad at someone right now?
uh as of now im not mad at anyone specific
but yknow there are always those people whos existence just makes you crave death

13. Do you believe in love?
meh it’s too complicated

14. What makes you laugh no matter what?
literally everything
all i do is laugh at everything

15. Who was the last person you talked to?
online- the last person i directly talked to was a cookie run discord server  last night, but a few hours ago i replied to a comment with ‘no sher shitlock’ yes im a comment troll/ ashole
irl- my mom
phone- the last person i called was my mom on wednesday, the last person i texted was technically my mom on 6/3/2018 but i sent my cookie run link to my sister on thursday. i dont call/ text much because i have no friends im actually productive

16. Do you get butterflies around the person you like?
who doesnt

17. Will you get married?
who knows

18. When was the last time you smiled?
i dunno like a few minutes ago, all i do is laugh at everything

19. Does anyone like you?
prolly not, this kid tried to kiss me or something though idk man

20. Do you secretly like someone?
yeah and im pretty sure it should be obvious to everyone else but nobodys every said anything sO-

21. Who was the first person you talked to today?
my mom because i had to wake up at like 9 AM to go to summer camp oh boye

22. Who do you find most comfortable talking to about anything?
nobody
i trust nobody

23. What are you NOT looking forward to?
like everything man

24. What ARE you looking forward to?
also a lot of stuff

25. Has someone of another gender told you they loved you and meant it?
no, some people of the same gender have, im not sure if some of them meant it tho

26. Suppose you see your ex kissing another person, what would you do?
i dont have an ex and it really depends on your ex so idk man

27. Do you plan on moving out within the year?
nop

28. Are you a forgiving person?
no lmao i never forgive anyone for anything except extremely specific people for extremely specific things

29. How many TRUE friends do you have?
idk man id rather not think about it

30. Do you fall for people easily?
not sure yet but i think so

31. Have you ever fallen for your ex's best friend?
n/a

32. What's the last thing you put in your mouth? 
my finger autocorrect corrected this to nut finger rip

33. Who was the last person you drove with? 
im driving home with my mom as im typing this

34. How late did you stay up last night and why
uhm like until 12 AM i think
to most people here thats extremely early but if you didnt know then for me and most people here thats extremely early

35. If you could move somewhere else, would you?
web county
okay seriously idk man

36. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
my hand to test out a disposable camera

37. Can you live a day without TV?
i do every day

38. When was the last time you were extremely disappointed? 
im constantly disappointed
extremely disappointed, i dunno prolly when i got a special egg with teacup in all slots n didnt get teacup, then like a month later got a special egg to get ghost butler but i got teacup instead and the only reason i even wanted teacup was for the trial #firstworldproblems

39. Three names you go by...
sutafi
stufful
weeaboo-chan

40. Are you currently in a relationship?
no //sobbing

41. What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
i dont watch romantic movies
i watched the princess and the frog when i was like 5 okay lets just say that

42. Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
nop

43. What's your current problem?
existing tbh

44. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yep

45. Your thoughts of long distance relationships?
uhm ive never been in one but they seem like theyd almost never work out or at least be healthy

46. How many kids do you want to have?
-666

47. Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them?
yeag
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