i write too many journal entries

Yourself

1. What is your true age?
 like too young or something idk man
2. Do you have any health problems?
 idk
3. What is one thing you fear?
 literally everything
4. What is your full name?
 leav
5. What is your real gender?
 grill
6. Are you hiding something?
 everything

Your Life

1. How would you describe your life right now?
 normal
2. Do you still play with dolls/toys/cars?
 yes im still a 3 year old //sobs
3. What is one thing you can't sleep without?
 negative thoughts
4. Are you creepy?
 i dont think so but like everyone at school things im psychopathic or something idk man i just talk about gore and laugh while cutting out eyeballs while the rest of my group is vomiting
5. Do you collect anything weird?
 i used to collect those book jacket things when i was little, i dont even know why i completely forgot about that until i saw this question hence-
 uhh prolly but i cant think right now sorry-
6. Are you emo?
 no im just edgy
7. Do you ever cut yourself and why?
 no
8. Ever think of suicide?
 well i dont want to commit suicide i just want to randomly die of cancer-
 everyone at school thinks im suicidal but i just have no life //sobbing
9. Do you ever cuss and swear?
 uhh not much, heres all the swear words ive said
 twat, i dont think that count tho ( ive said other things like sex n stuff but its part of life so fkshfisnbcodi- )
 hell i say really often
 dam and gosh dam it i try not to say but fkskgffjsmb
 i say asshole a lot too whoops ive been trying not to i havent said it in a long time okay mom-
 uhh i say shitpost but only in tags and right now oops- its for an example okay- because nobody looks up shitepost //dying
 ive said a lot more but accidentally because i was a stupid 7 year old
 i also say lmao and jfc but theyre abbreviations i dont think those count-

Friends and Family

1. Do you honestly love your friends/family?  
 obviously i lov my family
 friends
 well...
 ...
 ...
2. Do you have a crush on any of your friends?
 yes //silently dies alone while sobbing
3. Do you have a crush on any of your best friends?
 well theyre not a really close friend but when you have a crush on someone you prioritize them so its hard to tell at this point fjsoqijwbfksbd
4. Are you always there for your family when they need you?
 haha no
 sorry Cece
5. Have you ever been betrayed by a best friend?
 im the friend who betrays...
 also yes
6. Do you have any family who have no contact with you?
 uhh my parents 472818463 cousins i dont know exist until we get invited to their funeral

Orientations

1. Are you straight? no lmao
2. Are you bisexual? idk man
3. Are you homosexual? idk man
4. Are you pansexual? idk man
5. Are you asexual? i like to think myself as
6. Are you transgendered? nop
7. Are you queer? idk man

Your Future Life

1. Will you get married one day?
 prolly not
2. Where do you want to live?
 weeb county
3. Who do you wanna spend forever with?
 my crush ;-;
 but like thats it gonna happen theyll prolly forget about my existence in like 2 years or less so-
 hopefully i do the same or just get a crush on someone else
4. Do you want kids some day?
 heck no
5. How would you describe your 'dream mate'?
 someone who can tolerate me basically
 theres more but that would be like a 16 page rant
6. Where do you wanna have a honeymoon at?
 idk man im like 3
7. Where do you wanna take vacations to?
 hell

Your Dreams and You
so side tangent uhh a thing happened and i cant look at or hear the phrase hopes and dreams normally anymore help-

1. Do you ever write down any of your dreams?
 sometimes but i just remember a lot of them
2. Do you ever have vivid nightmares?
 i dont really have nightmares-
3. Do you ever dream of yourself as someone else?
 i dont think so ??
4. How many dreams have you had about your crush/someone you love deeply?
 have you ever had a crush ?? you basically always dream of them and think of them jfc
5. Do you ever dream of past events?
 i dont think so ??
 i have this weird problem of dreaming something, forgetting it, then dreaming it again but i cant remember if i dreamed it before or not- help
6. Are your family/friends ever in your dreams?
 like every dream
7. Where do most of your dreams take place (as in setting of the dream)?
 schools or camps, sometimes my own and sometimes totally different
8. What is one thing you have had the most dreams about? (besides a crush) i just copy pasted this so idunno if that part was there before or not-
 family, friends, school, pokemon, cookie run, things i should really do or draw or write and then forget in like an hour why am i like this-
9. Who is mostly in your dreams every night?
 crush-
10. Do you ever wake up crying from a dream?
 i dont think so ?? i havent in like the last 10 years-

Bonus!
1. What are you doing at this moment?
 typing this on my phone at 10:30 PM and hoping it doesnt die cause its at 6%
2. Talking to anyone?
 nope
3. Eating?
 nope
4. Doing something naughty?
 nope
5. Reading?
 nope but i prolly will soon
6. Sleeping?
 should be, prolly will soon
7. What are you wearing?
 minion things sue me
8. Music?
 nope but there will be soon, ill just listen to vocaloid or something after this lmao
9. Surroundings?
 wall, all my crap i never get rid of
10. Where are you?
 my room

Tag some lucky people to do this!
 ShinyCinccinoPlz pls do this its not lewd i promise-